May 2013
44 posts
Bottom line. I don’t want to share anymore. Good night. ♡
And if you have not seen the video for Mirrors- watch. I think of you.
And contrary to what you believe
I love your new glasses.
I love you. Wish I could make sure you’re awake and tell you to have a good day. Wish I could hear you say I love you.
Today is super hard.
You got a long way to go and a bunch to read and look at. One day when I’m gone- you will at least be able to remember how I felt.
No matter what you think nothing was a lie. I loved you, I still love, and I dont want it this way. I want you and the girls and your family in my life! But why does it have to involve intimacy?! We always said it wasnt about the sex, and I for one meant that! It never was! It was about you, about…
Intimacy isn’t always sex Josh.
It’s the holding of your hand. It’s the hugs and the looks across the room. It’s the knowing you love me just by feeling you brush against my skin. It’s the passionate kisses that made me weak in the knees.
The sex is amazing but it’s NEVER been about sex for me.
I miss you. So much.